The Heart ♥ wishing for,

A nice picnic (just us,escapism)
Another FCUK jeans
Old skool spec,re-do.
Shoes(currently in love with NIKE ballerina)
Forever21 collection(A feminine sense need to be inculcate)
Smartphone (wink*)
Vaio-s Reddy laptop
Digital camera (Ixus, will be nicee)
Simple Mp3.
Hair theraphy ;)

25 April 2009

pulling back all the strenght left.

just able to throw her fake smile.
its obvious fake.
weak.pathetic.
hurt .
da actual word maybe.
damn!
i hate this feeling
c'mon dd..
fight.
da lame feeling nie ta datang.
tibe2 dea datang balek.
shooh.shooh!
pegi jao la idiot feeling!!
gosh!
lonesome.
walk alone.nobody.no one.
totally ON my own.
thats my biggest fear.
the word ALONE.


monolog hati yang dah kecai-kecai:

hypocryte!
didiey..didiey..
kaw luar je nampak kuat.
senyum sane sini.
gelak besar.
bangge je bile orang ngadu masalah kat kaw.
konon kaw boleh jd consultant.
tapi kaw nanges dalam shower.
kaw nanges dalam blankettengah2 malam.
kaw tade sape2 didiey.
family kaw jao.
orang yang kaw sayang bukannye sayang kaw.
bestfriend?
sampai bile kaw na nyusahkan dorang??kawan2 kaw tu??
kaw da la hodoh.
pandai pon tak.
kaw tade sape2 didiey.
totally tade!
pathetic btol kaw nie.
tade sape paham kaw.
tade sape na dengar kaw punye sedey.
sebab ape?
sebab kaw pandai sembunyi sume tu dalam gelak kaw.
dalam senyum kaw!
padan muke kaw!

sekarang kaw berdiri la sorang2.
kaw kene kuat.
kaw kene hadapi sorang2.
pull back the strenght left.
sise2 yang orang laen dah hancorkan tu.
resemble back those pieces of your broken heart.


DIDIEY YANG PATHETIC!!
KAW TU LONER!
!

4 comments:

ah bu said...

haha.
cheers ;)

fara said...

hei..
u hv me...
even kite jauh..
huhuhu
;))

firefly~ said...

kau ade aku ler.

;)

didiey ;) said...

thanx my sayangs ;)